LovableAshEv

To Someone.

2009-06-08T22:05:00.000-07:00

I keep hearing those hurting words,
yet again and again.
When will this sick situation will ever end ?
Probably not, or maybe it'll takes forever.
I'm bursting out tears,
Huh? What you're gonna say about that ?

Do you ever noticed that i'm here ?
Do you even care ? I guess not.

Things Happen For a Reason.
But i don't understand what reason you got,back there.
I'm sorry.

I requested for nothing but just happiness and peace ;
Well i guess now it's too late and i'll just have to bare with it,
if not i wouldn't either rest in peace.

To someone out there ; I hope you would just Wake Up and Realise what you're doing.

-Angela

Florida Ft Wynter Gordon - Sugar

2009-06-06T06:25:00.000-07:00

I'm totally addicted to this song , Florida ft. Wynter Gordon - Sugar :p

Da Double dee double da double dee double da XD

Peace XOXO

-Angela

17 Again <3

2009-06-05T17:10:00.000-07:00

IDK since when i'm a blogger freak , and totally addicted to it . :(

Neways , yesterday , i'm like a bird in a cage had set free out by her owner x)
Haha. Yeah. And yesterday schedule was like.. almost fully booked . Heehee (:

Here's a schedule list of mine :-

8:00 - 10:00am @ English Tuition
10:05am - 10:50am @ Lunch
10:50 - 11:00am @ Arrived at YP house
11:26 - 11.50am @ Arrived at 1U
11.50 - 7:00pm @ We SHOP :p (my legs are still ACHING)
7:00 - 9.02pm @ Dinner. Ha (:

It's almost one whole day i went out :d
AND .. 17 AGAIN THE MOVIE WAS REALLI REALLI AWESOME. <33 style="FONT-SIZE: 78%">expensive.

Really enjoyed throughout thee day :D
Ttyl.

-Angela

2009-06-03T22:03:00.000-07:00

I got tagged by Denise. Hee (:

100 Truths.

001. Real name : Do i really hv to write this ? >>
002. Nickname(s) : Angela
003. Age : 14
004. Horoscope : Sagittarius
005. Male or Female : Female
006. Elementary : -
007. Secondary school : -
008. High school : Undecided yet
009. College : Neither
010. Hair colour : Black
011. Long or short : Short (rules)
012. Loud or quiet : It depends
013. Sweats or jeans : Both
014. Phone or camera : Phone >>
015. Health freak : Huh? >>
016. Drink or smoke : Neither
017. Do you have a crush on someone ? : Not really
018. Eat or drink : Both
019. Piercings : On meh ears duhh :p
020. Tattoos : None
021. Social or anti-social : Anti-social
022. Righty or lefty : Hmm both are useful
023. First piercing : 7 years old ? Bah ><
054. Plan for today: Tuition ._.
055. Waiting for: The day when the earth stood still (x
056. Energy level: Average
057. Thinking of someone: Not really
058. Want kids: Kinda >>
059. Want to get married: Yes?
060. When: 10 years later
061. How many kids do you want: as much as i can handle
062. Any name in mind: uhh..
063. What did you want to be when you were young ?: Teacher c:
064. Careers in mind: Lecture c:
065. Mellow future or wild: IDK
066. Something you would never try: bad stuff
067. When do you want to die: now
068. Lips or Eyes: eyes
069. Romantic or Funny: Both
070. Shorter or Taller: taller
071. Protective or Caring: Both
072. Romantic or Spontaneous: Both
074. Sensitive or Loud: Both
075. Hooked-up or Relationship: Relationship ?
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant: Neither
077. Muscular or Normal: Normal
078. Kissed a stranger: nope
079. Broke a bone: nope
080. Lost glasses or contacts : nope
081. Ran away from home: never
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense: nope
083. Killed somebody : nope
084. Broken someone's heart : Sort of
085. Had your heart broken : Totally
086. Been arrested: nope
087. Cried when someone died : yup
088. Liked a friend more than a friend : yeah
089. Yourself: Nothing special
090. Miracles: yeah
091. Love at first sight: mhm..this question repeated twice >>"
092. Heaven: yeah
093. Santa Claus: NO D:
094. Tooth fairy: ._.?
095. Kiss in the first date: nope
096. Angels: yeah

Answer Truthfully.
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now? : Yes :p
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now? : not really ._.
099. Do you believe in God? : Absolutely
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 6 people

I'm tagging :-Claire. Cynthia. Madeleine. Sue Ann. Tricia. Weidi.

-Angela

2009-06-02T20:41:00.000-07:00

I just got tagged by Sue Ann :D

Bold the statements which are true to you.
Italic the statements that you wish are true.
Leave the fibs alone.
Then, tag 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now
I don't watch TV these days
I own lots of books
I wear glasses or contact lenses
I love to play video games
I've tried marijuana
I have been in a threesome
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
I believe honesty is usually the best policy
I curse sometimes
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
I'm Totally smart
I've broken someone’s bones
I'm paranoid sometimes
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
I need money right now
I love sushi
I talk really, really fast
I have long hair
I have lost money in Las Vegas
I have at least one sibling
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D
I like the way I look
I am usually pessimistic
I have a lot of mood swings
I have a hidden talent
I have lots of friends.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex
I enjoy talking on the phone
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants
I love to shop
I enjoy window shopping
I would rather shop than eat
I don't hate anyone
I dislike them
I'm a pretty good dancer
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
I have a cell phone
I believe in God
I watch MTV on a daily basis
I've rejected someone before
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life
I want to have children in the future
I have changed a diaper before
I've called the cops on a friend before
I'm not allergic to anything
I have a lot to learn
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger
I am shy around the opposite sex
I have tried alcohol before
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past
I own the "South Park" movie
I would die for my best friends
That Pizza Hut has the best pizza
I have used my sexuality to advance my career
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it
I have dated a close friends' ex
I am happy at this moment
I'm obsessed with guys
I study for tests most of the time
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met
I can work on a car
I love my job
I am comfortable with who I am right now
I have more than just my ears pierced
I walk barefoot wherever i can
I have jumped off a bridge
I love sea turtles
I spend ridiculous money on makeup
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream
I'm proficient in a musical instrument
I worked at McDonald's restaurant
I hate office jobs
I love sci-fi movies
I think water rules
I went college out of state
I like sausage
I love kisses
I fall for the worst people
I adore bright colours
I can't live without black eyeliner
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing
I usually like covers better than originals
I can pick up things with my toes
I can whistle
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither
I have ridden/owned a horse
I still have every journal I've ever written in
I can't stick to a diet
I talk in my sleep
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time
I have jazz in my blood
I wear a toe ring
I have a tattoo
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with
I am a caffeine junkie
I know what cos playing is
I have been to over 15 conventions
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better
I'm an artist
I only clean my room when necessary
I like a person of the same sex
I love being happy
I am an adrenaline junkie

People that i'm gonna tag :- Amy. Claire. Eunice. Swee Lyn. Weidi.

-Angela

2009-05-30T16:54:00.000-07:00

hey ya sis
WOOT WOOT KRIS ALLEN WON XD
hehe
hope ya and your friends are enjoying their vacation .. lol
i just finished CST testing and now im studying for finals.. grr i hate tests
i went through and emp phase recently . thankfully one of my friends talked me out of it
hehe taggin sounds like fun xD
well i hope you get out of your slump and put back that smile.. it looks best on you =3
Happy Holidays
-ash

Tags.

2009-05-30T07:19:00.000-07:00

Hmm..i guess this is my first tag ? >;D
(NOTE: From Amy's)

1.Who was your last text from ?
Peyying .

2.Where was your default picture taken ?
From the internet .

3.What's your relationship status ?
Single .

4. Have you ever lost a close friend ?
Nope .

5. What's your current mood ?
Calm .

6. How many siblings do you have ?
2 .

7.What's your brother(s)/sister(s) named ?
Alvin, Alexander .

8. Where do you wish you were right now ?
In your arms .

9. Do you have a crazy side ?
Absolutely .

10. Ever had a near death experience ?
Nope .

11. Something you do alot ?
Blogging .

12. Angry at anyone ?
Not really .

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like ?
Err..his taken .

14. When was the last time you cried ?
Last month .

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for ?
The ones that always stand by me .

16. What do you think when your falling asleep ?
Nothing .

17. Who was the last person you talked on the phone to ?
My mother .

18. What is your favourite song ?
No Boundaries by Kris Allen .

19. What are you doing now ?
Tagging duh .

20. Who do you trust right now ?
God , my parents and my closes friends .

21. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing ?
God,shopping mall .

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week ?
Nope . I dream to :D

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you ?
Err.. Jennifer .

24. Describe your life in one word .
Pain .

25. What should you be doing right now ?
Reading my storybook .

26. What are you listening to right now ?
Permanent by David Cook .

27. Who was the last person to give you a hug ?
My mother .

28. Do you act differently around the person you like ?
Sometimes .

29. What is your natural hair colour ?
Black .

30. Who was the last person who made you laugh ?
Shuey Shin .

31. Who was the last person who make you sad ?
That idiot .

32. Is your hair curly or straight ?
I have no idea .

33. Do you have a best friend ?
Yes .

34. Do you use smiley faces on your comp ?
Ofc .

35. Are you happy with your life right now ?
Well OKAY .

36. Are you currently jealous ?
No ?

37. What were you doing on friday night ?
Reading my story book .

38. Have you ever had your heart broken ?
Yeah .

39. Have you ever broke someone's heart ?
Maybe .

40. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for ?
Fever .

- Angela.

Happy Holidays .

2009-05-28T19:21:00.000-07:00

Happy_Holidays to all S.M.K Taman S.e.a Students ! :D
Finally i could be resting for 2 straight weeks ..
I should be thinking i should not be celebrating for my ~~SCHOOLHOLIDAYS~~ but instead for my ~~EXAM RESULTS~~ which is after the ~~holidays~~
It's spooks me ;~; Ahh. Whateva.
It's Holiday now and i think i should celebrate it joyfully either ..
& btw , Special Thanks to my friend Amy . She helped me to re-do my blog and it's back to normal naw :D
I'm GLADDD Things are going back as usual .. tee-hee ..

-Angela.

LETS GET HIGH'ER .

2009-05-22T04:21:00.000-07:00

I have two good news! o.o/
Guess What ? I couldn't believe my own eyes either, KRIS ALLEN won AmericanIdol 2009!
I firstly feel bad for not voting for him ;~;
But i couldn't believe tht he had so much fans too!! (Mostly kids,and i'm one of them) ;D
I'm a FAN for Chris foreva.
~~IHOPESO~~
Yea.. hahas
and.. my exams are finally over now and i'm glad.. PHEW!

TTYL! I'm being too hyperrr right now..so laters!

#Angela.

GTFO in my life ?

2009-05-09T06:43:00.000-07:00

I'm being really emo lately ..as u can see,i'm thinking stuff tht i shouldn't be thinking of. =/
Uh and i'm confused in my life as if i feel tht i won't have a happy ending in the end after all .
~~LIFESUCKSWITHOUTYOU~~ .

Neways get straight to the point ,
if you think people would have rumours about us ,
then you're wrong .
like the situation i have,here.
you're not even afraid when you're with them ,
but why me ? Am i tht non-important to you ? maybe.
Or it is all just white lies ?!
I hope you know who you are if your reading this post .
i'm very dissapointed of you ..
i better ~~erase~~ all the ~~memories~~ of you ,
so tht i wouldn't suffer tht much .

Latahs .
#Angela

diffrences

2009-04-28T21:37:00.000-07:00

sis.. that's an awesome promise to keep to yourself..
i hope you never have to be hurt again
a good friend calls your mom and dad Mr. and Mrs.
a real friend calls them mom and dad
a good friend asks for some of your food
a real friend is the reason you have no food
a good friend would bail you out of jail
a real friend would be sitting next to you i nthe jail cell saying " Damn that was fun !!"
- ash

Friends ♥

2009-04-24T20:44:00.000-07:00

Sis, Thank you very much , i appreciate tht ♥
Ahh x] I dnt wanna have feelings towards tht guy anymore , i'd try to forget 'em .'Cause i just think tht were soo ~~impossible~~ . Btw,his already ~~taken~~. =/

Neways ...
I have a few condition for being my friend .
1. The one i could trust .
2. The one tht who truly understands me . [ I guess god's the only one who does.. ]

3. Never hurt my feelings .
4. Knowing who i am .
5. Never lies .
Think 'bout tht .

I'd try my best to never lie to someone i loved , 'cause the flashbacks i do .
This is the the Promise i made to myself .

#Angela.

2009-04-24T00:55:00.000-07:00

sis please never think of suicide ... it's never the answer
it only leads to heart break
think of the friends and family that would be devestated that you did
i would feel so heart broken without you
you can't ever be replaced .. i love ya sis
you very nice, sweet, kind, funny, and have awesome music taste jay kay (but you really do .XD)
lol .. your just pure awesomeness

awww. i feel really bad for ya .. i think you might still have some feelings for the guy
but dont let them get to you cuz they can mess with your life and i really care bout ya sis =]

.

2009-04-19T21:11:00.000-07:00

I've cool down each day,
but not today.
Is it the fate tht i should let you go ?
I don't deserve you then .

Why do you keep ruining my life ?
I couldn't stand it for more.
I feel so hopeless and useless right now ...
What can i do to continue my life without you? Huh?!

All i ever wanted is just to be Happy. HAPPY.
Couldn't you just make tht miracle happen once in my life? I'm always worried.
It's just so unfair for me. UNFAIR.
Sometimes i either wonder whether if i'm a Devil's child .

I've never cried for noone but for you,
it just seem i couldn't abe to give you up .

(This poem sounds a lil fierce and evil but...what can i say?)

#Angela.

Not this life , not anymore.

2009-04-15T07:14:00.000-07:00

I'm not feeling well this days ..
Life gone bad -> worse for me .
I had test every now and then , stressed and dk where to start frm >.<
My life is hectic O.O
I'm going too expload someday . For real .
Or maybe suicide . For some personal reasons . :\

#Angela .

Dr. Phil Corner XD hehe

2009-04-09T20:42:00.000-07:00

xx do you two talk to eachother ?!? because if so you could just talk to him a lot ..nd let him get to see the awesome person you are ...

xx are you two in the same class ?!? because if you are then you could ask for help studing or ask if you could study with him for a test and it would totally be inoccent (｡◕‿~｡) but you could do this even if you aren't in the same class

body language

xx if he likes you, you may see that he turns his back on you, leans toward you, and also looks at you a lot

eye contact

xx if he likes you he'll try to catch your eye and hold it( if you feel you held eye contact longer than you normally would .. or if he looks away quickly

listen to what he's saying

xx when a guy likes you he will try to seem impressive to youxx if he likes you and he's nervous he might start talking bout himself

** many guys feel the need to prove themselves, esspeacily if you talk about another guy when your with him

be aware of touching

xx he might put his arm around you when he laughs, or not move his leg when happens to touch yours, or he may hug you for small things

watch for him showing interest in things you like and do

xx for example, if you like a certain genre of music that he likes as well, he may suggest artist or bands for you to listen to

xx example, if you play sports, he may ask to play against you just to show off that he's good at something you both like and then have a reason to compliment you as well

notice the way he treats you

xx does he playfully tease you, or call you names, just to try and get your attention ?!?

xx its natural for a guy to tease a girl he likes but sometimes guys tease just for no reason, and sometimes guys dont like to tease

check for signs of nervousness

xx nervous laughter, sweaty palms, fidgiting, looking away quickly when you notice if he is watching you are all ways to tell if he is attracted toward you...also notice if you call his name , does his head snap around right away or does it turn gradually?

smile

xx a big smile in return is a good sign..see if he always ends up in the same part of the room as you; perhaps he goes out of his way to bump into you and if he flashes his smile in your direction then flash a quick smile back to avoid blushing

pay attention around his friends

xx if they know he's into you, they might tease him when your around, hint to you that he likes you, or try to find out if you like him.

xx Study their reactions to your presence. Do they smile? Do they turn to him? Do they smirk in a way that makes you think they know something you dont? Maybe when they dare him in games of truth or dare, it always has something to do with you. If so they know that he really likes you.

be open

xx give him room to approach you and talk to you, it can ruin the situation if he doesnt have the chance to do so

xx for example, he wont approach you if your friends are giggling in the backround, or you are never on your own.

pay attention to how many times he uses your name

xx if you talk to him often, see how many times he uses your first name..people tend to use your name to get your attention ,and it shows that they think about you!

xx for example. you say something he says "ha ha ,nice (your name) -angela- " it means he thinks about what he says than repling with "ha ha nice" .. if he just says "ha ha, nice" it doesnt mean he doesnt like you , but its sometimes a tell-tale sign

notice his behavior in conversation

xx sometimes when guys ask you questions and other people distract the conversation or cut him off, he will just forget about it...if you notice that he keeps asking or changing the subject till you answer , then he may like you or it can be out of curiosity XD

who am i ?!?

2009-04-08T01:21:00.001-07:00

under the sun
under the moon
what am i truely ?!?
among friends
among family
yet why do i feel so lonely ?!?
fell in love
fell out if it
but why do i still have feelings for you ?!?
im really confused
all are bits of me
yet none are at all
im a lost child, filled with emotion
trying to find my way home, to my soul

2009-04-08T01:15:00.000-07:00

sis.. did something happen with the guy ?!?
well ur poetry is awesome as always..you really know how to capture an emotion and put it into writing
ur a natural
i hope everythings alright
-ash

Don't show sympathy , I'm fine .

2009-04-03T20:43:00.000-07:00

When we first met ,
thought of you're that cool .
No longer ,
I'm in love with you .

There's nobody more important than you ,
That sounds stupid right ?
But all goes wrong because of you ,
Why'd you've said that ?
You've should told me earlier ,
so that i would stop crushing onto you .

My life has gone ruin enough ,
Why couldn't i just get some happy'ness from you ?
Just one single smile everyday will do .

I don't need sympathy from you ,
I could just fake a smile everyday ,
and tell you that i'm fine without you .

2009-03-21T11:29:00.000-07:00

sis ... i know exactally wht u mean .... i get tht way a lot .. which is why im overloading myself with work now so i dont have to wrry bout it my senor year ..
i feel more at home with my friends ... my bros dnt like me playing video games with them ... im always reading and now im writing a book .. im getting my grades back to wht they used to be and im glad XD
woot woot sis
+ash

I miss .

2009-03-20T22:22:00.000-07:00

Sis your most welcome to Malaysia anytime :]

I miss everything in my whole life that i have gone through,
the bittersweetness of everything , inulding the pain the suffer the happiness and sadness that i've been into. And it became history . I wish i could turn back the clock and stop it there , but it's too late for regretness, i guess i shall just continue ma nomal life ^_^ (It's not a poem .. it's just feelings in my head wanting me to just type it out) :]

So back to the topic .. :)
I have holidays for a week and it's gonna over now .. i'm goin' back to my school with my heart sank. Idk why there's a feeling in my mind , when it comes to holiday it's not fun at all, like your gonna miss your buddies and sort of stuff, but when it's over you gonna miss the fun of everything in your home sweet home , and you're lazy to go back . U get what i mean ? lolz anyways ..Just appreciate what you have it now :] 'Cause all of you were very lucky enough to have family & friends to love you in your life .

#Angela .

O..<

2009-03-16T18:23:00.000-07:00

aww .. sis i feel really bad for you .. if u told me to guess and tht i know him i would say he was my bro andrew... no joke u just explained my boy perfectly .. um is he your bro??
im not sure but sis i dont want to be mean or anything and change the subject but i have really good news.... i have enough money for me to go to visit you or you could come visit me ... XD
maybe if your parents are alright with it..... we could either have me stay at your place for a bit (sorry but im not old enough to get a hotel room) or you could come stay here =]
maybe if i work a bit harder u could even invite a parent to come with you if u want or i could just go there( sorry again but my mom isnt tht into flying .lol)

+ ash

Another SummerDay .

2009-03-13T20:02:00.000-07:00

Sure ash, why not ? :] ( Actually i got influence & learn all this things by you,sis TQ )
It's March 13, Friday . Yesterday .
I heard on the radio saying ''It's a bad day, unlucky day,everything would go bad,the weather is bad ...etc''
I think they're too addicted to the movie called "Friday 13th'' x]

Another story .. ( I'm not trying to be sarcastic or hurt the person , i just can't stand it)
This is 'bout a boy in my school , he'll nvr grow up , he's annoying , irritating & a perv .
He keep saying vulgar perv words o.o
He's a dork,when he'd change himself ?
When he'd done somethin' wrong, he nvr admit it , THIS IS WHICH I HATE .
He is a public vandalism ..a troublemaker , and he messed up everything , ALL THE TIME .
I do feel casting a spell on him .
Guess who is him ?

#Angela

XD im proud of you sis

2009-03-13T16:12:00.000-07:00

sis you have a real talent for poetry ... yours is so very good.... you could become a poet when your older... hehe
if you ever pubish a book with your poetry can i have ur autograph XD

class

2009-02-22T19:01:00.000-08:00

sis your poem is so awesome.. you might have been emo-tional but thts how some of the greatest poetry starts . youhave a good future ahead of you as a song writer/ poet =]

in class we had to write a poem in our blogs. Heres the one i did
Seconds, minutes, hours, days, months, years
you took them all away from me
stripped me of my freedom
enjoyed seeing me in pain
How could you be so Cruel?
no matter wht u put me through i wont cry
i will be strong, i will stand tall
i will never give up, i will never try gettin revenge
i will never sink down to your level
so go ahead laugh it out
but in the end i will win.
- ash =]

Poem : Experienced Sober .

2009-02-20T04:09:00.000-08:00

Nobody knows , neither me ,
That they had to go through this level ,
Unless They're been told ; and prepared .
I can't make everyday a Happy Life ,
I'd try my best to , but it seems all the same ,
A BitterSweet life .

I feel all alone , in the dark side ,
with fear and pain , i lose hope in this moment ,
I can't suffer this anymore ,
Although i screamed out loud ,
nobody listens , nobody's there .

(Angela)

im writting a book O.O

2009-02-13T01:22:00.000-08:00

lol ..i started writing a book a while ago . but then some things happened so i stopped... i figured i would startanother book then go back to the first one but im not sure if my idea is a good one.... Its about thi girl in the 7th grade shes in history 5th period bd the school gets a new student. so she helps him with the work. then finds out hes in her classes so she decided to show him around and try to get to know him better. After a month she ends up falling in love with the guy nd she doesnt say anything. She doesnt want to ruin her friendship with him so they just become extremly close friends. The work on their homework together, txt each other, gossip, and just have nice conversations.Things got better nd they got closer over the year. Then in 8th grade this other guy asks her out in front of him. She wanted to be nice so she told him she would think about it. Then on the walk home he told her tht he noticed he never saw her go out with anybody so he says tht she should say yes to the guy. feeling broken hearted she starts tearing up and runs her way to the library with him following her. he asks whts wrong and she sucks up her tears and smiles and tells him nothing. Then on the way home she passes out. He catches her in his arms. When she opens her eyes hes who she sees. He asked her if she was okay nd she started to cry then she noticing shes in his arms. She leans in and kisses him with tears dripping her face. Feeling confused she tells him sorry then runs away to her house. When the get back to school tey arent tlking. Their friends notice and try to find out about it. So the girl goes to the nurse hoping to avoid him. But the nurse notices something really wrong with her breathing patterns. She gives her a doctor referal then calls her mom to pick her up. Then at the doctors she finds out she needs lung surgery. If they mess up she will die if they do it right shes gunna have to be in the hospital for 2 months. her parents sign the papers for the sugery. the day ater tht she goes to schol telling her friends tht shes gunna get surgey and tht if it doesnt turn out right she loves them all and tht they shouldnt worry bout it . On her way out of school she sees him staring at her . her eyes start to tear, she tries to run away from him knowing tht it would just make it harder for her to breathe. She runs and runs, hes following her telling her to stop and to listen to him but she doesnt. then she feels the pain in her chest and she collapses . her picks her up from the floor and notices her breathing is starting to stop ... he starts crying nd he confesses his love to her .. she barely opens her eyes. nd he gives her a kiss ... then she everything went black. she wonderd why she felt pain if she was dead. The she opens her eyes .. he mom rejoices hugs her tightly and she asks how long its been. Her mom says its been 4 months. if its been tht long he must have found someone by now, she thought.. Then she said she wish her dream would come back to her. She wanted to feel his lips meeting hers, hear his words, but she knows tht it was a dream. She thought tht he couldnt possibablly love someone like her. She after 3 weeks in the hospital they say its okay to go home and tht she should stay out of P.E. for awhile. She simply nods. they when she gets to school all her friends surround her hugging her and teling them how scared they were tht they wouldnt have her in their lives anymore. She feels sad for mking them worry. Her friends gossip with her a bit and they tell her how while she was in the hospital they think tht HE started to like this girl .on her way to the office to check back ino school. she sees him. he doesnt notice her. she grabs him in a hug from behind. then releases him and apologizes. She said thank you to him for saving her life, but tht she was sorry she kissed him against his will. She siad im sure you would have liked your first kiss to be with someone you like more than just a friend. Then he says if she remembered anything aftr she collapsed. she said no but she had a dream tht he said he loved her and after he said tht he kissed her but she said tht was just her wishful thinking. then she starts to walk off after tellinghim and he grabs her wrist. then tells her it was all true ..all of it.. he really did love her. Tears stared rolling down her face then he pulls her close to him for a tight hug.then he leans down and gives her a kiss. Then in the end they end up together.. HAppily ever after...
im not sure if its a good idea for a book.. let me know wht you think.

Dnt Worry Sis

2009-02-09T22:59:00.000-08:00

Sis its okay .. its just a phase. Nd dont worry your not alone on this, i feel the same. Ive been feeling incredibly moody nd isolated but things get better. Its only tht are love sick XD.. jk jk um i dnt know why but as long as we got each other im sure we will get through this =]
love ya sis

L o V 3

2009-01-25T23:08:00.000-08:00

On The first day,
I look into you're eyes,
you're so beautiful,
that i can't even describe, hold on..
you keep an eye on me,
i blush,
and my heart keep jumping through whole the night.

On the next day,u past by me,
you said hi,i reply,
thats the sweetest thing on my mind ~

Oh boy,i guess i'm in love,
with u ~
it's like a fairy tale, that i've met you,
I hope things go right,forever you're mine~~

(Angela)

New Beginning

2009-01-15T20:27:00.000-08:00

It's 2009 Now,wash all my bad spirits away and start a new life.
I'm really in 9th grade now,in a classroom with a bunch of anonymous people,I'd try to make friends, and have fun. An aussie boy was transferred into our class,i'm so excited,lets just say we all are. Just after 2 days started school ..he was called by a teacher to shift into another classroom,my heart sank. Lets just say we're dissapointed.We're happy enough to know we have an over seas student,now, we're totally no mood.

(Angela)

New Semester

2009-01-01T19:01:00.000-08:00

im in 9th grade and im in diffrent classes than my friends. Im in advanced placement classes and my friends are in regular courses. Im a shy person so i really have no one to talk to. But in Biology class the teacher made seating arrangments and i got moved to another table.
The girl tht got moved next to me was very very niceand asked if we could be friends. I said yes and we got along so well. We liked most of the same stuff and she introduced me to people in the class. I made new friends thxs to her. We always worked together on the project work and it was fun. But the day before break she moved..=[ But i have her number and myspace(i hate myspace but my friend made it for me) so we could still tlk.im glad but im going to miss her lotz.
for second semester im going to have my classes changed. i hope tht i get the same P.E. class as my friend.
I will always remember you Angela!!! ^.^

My 1J Buddies.

2008-12-30T21:24:00.000-08:00

Sis ash what a touching story ,& I feel sorry for you & your friend =[.Surely hope things go ok and you get back your buddy =]
Talkin' 'bout your friends,you reminded mine. I'm form 2 next year,in the 9th grade i guess.
When i was in the 8th grade,i was in class 1J,i made a few good friends,& friends. I have a best friend there ,her names leelee, we both we're very close and we share secrets together too =P And i have other friends, e.g Jessica,ChiaYee,SueAnn,CheeMin,Rachel,shin yee and others =D Although i don't talk much with them,they're still my friends & i guess we're a Big Family :]
On next year Jan 05 , the teachers seperate us to each classes, I'd really miss them D: Eventhough..
I'd just have a sad and uncomfortable feelings that i cannot discribe. We couldn't stick forever thought , but we're friends forever in our heart right ^.^ [When my friend, you read this,i hope you'll remember me Angela,forever ^_^]

Tks for reading.

Friends

2008-12-29T16:30:00.000-08:00

Ev its okay people do have crazy dreams . i dont dream but when i do dream it always has me waking up screaming in terror or weirded out of my mind.
my friends are leaving me behind. they want almmost nothing to do with me. im okay with tht but not with the reasons their leaving me for. One of my friends left me because she got this boyfriend. And he had sex with her twice. She got mad at me because when i found out i told her to stop. Shes only 14 so its wrong. Plus hes her ex-boyfriend. I found out because i was at one of my friends houses and she asked me to answer the text message so i did. And it was her saying he had sex with her twice . 1 time was at his house and the 2nd time was at her house while her parents were away and her sister was at a sleepover. I didnt answer i just gave the phone to my friend. i guess she noticed something diffrent with me and asked if i was okay. I was not okay so i lied(which i hate) and told her i was fine. Then she texted me on my phone and it said hi! whts up hi! whts up? watcha doin? i answered she telling her about the party i went to the day before which i wasnt so proud of(i will blog bout this party anouther time). she gasped telling me off. i just let her and then she said I was a bad influence. I got mad but didnt say anything to her. At school i normally tlk to her but she ignored me. Then all of her friends ignored me so i left to the libray to think it off. I found a book and just started reading. let my mind wonder. and im still trying to be friends with her. I dnt mind her boyfriend but i will get over it. She was the friend tht saved me from this guy tht kept trying to get at me. i will get her back as my buddy.

Ma horrified Dreams.

2008-12-28T17:50:00.000-08:00

Yesterday night i had a misery and really upset dream/scene,
I was sitting with a group of friends,chit-chatting, i don't really remember what we discuss 'bout,but i can see a few friends in my dreams, ..& then i was attracted to a guy named 'xxx',he's sitting in a same group with me too,then we chat this chat that,blah,blah,blah. Then i wanted to go to the toilet,i fainted. One of my friend come to me,and said 'oh,are you ok ?' ..Then that guy come to rescue me,he said he would do CPR for me,then i wake up from the faint laughed. [lol,i know this makes nothing sense xD] ..Soon later, a teacher called me to go into his office,i gone into and sat down. He's face was disspointed and mad i guess .. He said " you see,this is called FAIL! This essay is easy but you got 31 marks!'' I was then shocked and speechless. He was really disspointed,then i said i would do the best next time..and i'll prove it to you. He calmed down,then he told me to go out.
When i was out the office,i was upset either. Suddenly one of my group girl shouted at me, ''You think who you are,PRINCESS?!'' another girl shouted, ''Yeah,are you?! ***'' I was shocked then and idk what happened to them and what situation was,i was lost. I said " What? I'm sorry " ..,everyone in my group was like,hated me.They said something hurtful,but i can't remember all of it, soon they ignore me. I remember i was sleeping on my bed with tears rolling down my cheeks,then i woke up. [Just then,what a odd dream,lol]

[I don't actually remember my whole part of dream,but it's really miserable and upset for me]

Tks for reading.
(Angela)

Introduction 2 =]

2008-12-28T01:56:00.000-08:00

hi hi^^ i am Ash. I also a female and im turned 14 a bunch of weeks ago =] i LOVE reading books, playin basketball, softball, and watching movies. My two favorites are Twilight ( *high fives Ev*) and Blood and Chocolate. My fav type of music is romanic, rock, pop, r&b, and sum hip hop. some of the artist i listen to are Yellowcard, Click 5, Taylor Swift, and others. Any movie if fine. Action ones and romantic drama ones are good x3 i love my sister Ev lotz. Awesome buddies ... teehee well i guess thts bout it .. hehe
thxs for readin

PS: sorry Ev i stole the ending idea from you xD

Introduction =]

2008-12-27T01:55:00.000-08:00

Hi readers and my fellow friends , this is ash and ev , this is our un-official blog! =]

We share our stories, funs and joy in here,P.S secrets. =D

Let us introduce our self,starting Angela. Well my names angela,my nicknames ev. I'm a Female & i'm 14 this year.My hobbies are readin' stories book,listening to musics and surfing the net. Hmm and i like listening to R&B, slow musics e.g David Archuleta =o ,romance-action pack movies e.g Twilight! [ I would say this movie is awesome,Jerks would say it sucks =[ ] lulz, J/k [x And i love to eat sushi`s , kenney rogers or w/e it spelled, and cookies ^.^ Mah introduction is this much i guess , hope you guys will understand me more ^-^ . Lawl.

Tks for your time reading. [=