sis.. that's an awesome promise to keep to yourself..
i hope you never have to be hurt again
a good friend calls your mom and dad Mr. and Mrs.
a real friend calls them mom and dad
a good friend asks for some of your food
a real friend is the reason you have no food
a good friend would bail you out of jail
a real friend would be sitting next to you i nthe jail cell saying " Damn that was fun !!"
- ash





Sis, Thank you very much , i appreciate tht ♥
Ahh x] I dnt wanna have feelings towards tht guy anymore , i'd try to forget 'em .'Cause i just think tht were soo impossible . Btw,his already taken. =/

Neways ...
I have a few condition for being my friend .
1. The one i could trust .
2. The one tht who truly understands me . [ I guess god's the only one who does.. ]

3. Never hurt my feelings .
4. Knowing who i am .
5. Never lies .
Think 'bout tht .

I'd try my best to never lie to someone i loved , 'cause the flashbacks i do .
This is the the Promise i made to myself .

#Angela.










sis please never think of suicide ... it's never the answer
it only leads to heart break
think of the friends and family that would be devestated that you did
i would feel so heart broken without you
you can't ever be replaced .. i love ya sis
you very nice, sweet, kind, funny, and have awesome music taste jay kay (but you really do .XD)
lol .. your just pure awesomeness

awww. i feel really bad for ya .. i think you might still have some feelings for the guy
but dont let them get to you cuz they can mess with your life and i really care bout ya sis =]





I've cool down each day,
but not today.
Is it the fate tht i should let you go ?
I don't deserve you then .


Why do you keep ruining my life ?
I couldn't stand it for more.
I feel so hopeless and useless right now ...
What can i do to continue my life without you? Huh?!


All i ever wanted is just to be Happy. HAPPY.
Couldn't you just make tht miracle happen once in my life? I'm always worried.
It's just so unfair for me. UNFAIR.
Sometimes i either wonder whether if i'm a Devil's child .


I've never cried for noone but for you,
it just seem i couldn't abe to give you up .



(This poem sounds a lil fierce and evil but...what can i say?)

#Angela.





I'm not feeling well this days ..
Life gone bad -> worse for me .
I had test every now and then , stressed and dk where to start frm >.<
My life is hectic O.O
I'm going too expload someday . For real .
Or maybe suicide . For some personal reasons . :\

#Angela .










xx do you two talk to eachother ?!? because if so you could just talk to him a lot ..nd let him get to see the awesome person you are ...

xx are you two in the same class ?!? because if you are then you could ask for help studing or ask if you could study with him for a test and it would totally be inoccent (｡◕‿~｡) but you could do this even if you aren't in the same class

• body language

xx if he likes you, you may see that he turns his back on you, leans toward you, and also looks at you a lot

• eye contact

xx if he likes you he'll try to catch your eye and hold it( if you feel you held eye contact longer than you normally would .. or if he looks away quickly

• listen to what he's saying

xx when a guy likes you he will try to seem impressive to youxx if he likes you and he's nervous he might start talking bout himself

** many guys feel the need to prove themselves, esspeacily if you talk about another guy when your with him

• be aware of touching

xx he might put his arm around you when he laughs, or not move his leg when happens to touch yours, or he may hug you for small things

• watch for him showing interest in things you like and do

xx for example, if you like a certain genre of music that he likes as well, he may suggest artist or bands for you to listen to

xx example, if you play sports, he may ask to play against you just to show off that he's good at something you both like and then have a reason to compliment you as well

• notice the way he treats you

xx does he playfully tease you, or call you names, just to try and get your attention ?!?

xx its natural for a guy to tease a girl he likes but sometimes guys tease just for no reason, and sometimes guys dont like to tease

• check for signs of nervousness

xx nervous laughter, sweaty palms, fidgiting, looking away quickly when you notice if he is watching you are all ways to tell if he is attracted toward you...also notice if you call his name , does his head snap around right away or does it turn gradually?

• smile

xx a big smile in return is a good sign..see if he always ends up in the same part of the room as you; perhaps he goes out of his way to bump into you and if he flashes his smile in your direction then flash a quick smile back to avoid blushing

• pay attention around his friends

xx if they know he's into you, they might tease him when your around, hint to you that he likes you, or try to find out if you like him.

xx Study their reactions to your presence. Do they smile? Do they turn to him? Do they smirk in a way that makes you think they know something you dont? Maybe when they dare him in games of truth or dare, it always has something to do with you. If so they know that he really likes you.

• be open

xx give him room to approach you and talk to you, it can ruin the situation if he doesnt have the chance to do so

xx for example, he wont approach you if your friends are giggling in the backround, or you are never on your own.

• pay attention to how many times he uses your name

xx if you talk to him often, see how many times he uses your first name..people tend to use your name to get your attention ,and it shows that they think about you!

xx for example. you say something he says "ha ha ,nice (your name) -angela- " it means he thinks about what he says than repling with "ha ha nice" .. if he just says "ha ha, nice" it doesnt mean he doesnt like you , but its sometimes a tell-tale sign

• notice his behavior in conversation

xx sometimes when guys ask you questions and other people distract the conversation or cut him off, he will just forget about it...if you notice that he keeps asking or changing the subject till you answer , then he may like you or it can be out of curiosity XD

under the sun
under the moon
what am i truely ?!?
among friends
among family
yet why do i feel so lonely ?!?
fell in love
fell out if it
but why do i still have feelings for you ?!?
im really confused
all are bits of me
yet none are at all
im a lost child, filled with emotion
trying to find my way home, to my soul





sis.. did something happen with the guy ?!?
well ur poetry is awesome as always..you really know how to capture an emotion and put it into writing
ur a natural
i hope everythings alright
-ash





When we first met ,
thought of you're that cool .
No longer ,
I'm in love with you .

There's nobody more important than you ,
That sounds stupid right ?
But all goes wrong because of you ,
Why'd you've said that ?
You've should told me earlier ,
so that i would stop crushing onto you .

My life has gone ruin enough ,
Why couldn't i just get some happy'ness from you ?
Just one single smile everyday will do .

I don't need sympathy from you ,
I could just fake a smile everyday ,
and tell you that i'm fine without you .